And here I am

Moments in life seem to pass without ever thinking about them, but then...then there are those moments that seem to grab hold of you from the inside and reveal...just reveal.

JT and I are going through many changes right now with changing of jobs, areas we are involved in at church and I cannot help but be overjoyed and excited to see what God has in store for us. We hear so much in church about valleys and mountain tops and how we cannot appreciate being on the mountain tops without going through the valleys. I sometimes feel that if we weren't in the valleys and were able to see all that is beheld from a mountain top, we may not follow the path God has for us. Sometimes it is better not to know what is beyond that mountain top, because in our flesh we will probably screw it up, so we must wait until God says move and the only place to BE STILL is in those valleys.

I have learned a lot about myself lately, some things come as no surprise, some things I already knew, but are just now sinking in. Sometimes I just want to scream out loud all my shortcomings and areas God is dealing with me in and because of that I am reminded just how much I need God and how much He does not need me, BUT He wants me and that is AMAZING GRACE.

I long to love Him more, serve Him more. My prayer is that wherever God leads our family, that His power is glorified through it all because at this point, that is all I have. His strength. I'm ready to get out of my comfort zone and relying on the security of this world, and I am ready to be plunged into a complete dependence on God's grace and total surrenderance to His mercy.

This world will fade, eternity is forever...